Fked up thoughts

Its like i want a lot with life but im so done and heartbroken right now a part of me has just given up for the day or maybe a bit more

I know ill pick up my pace and try again

But for now at least i just want to be human trash

Even a part of me feels like its okay if i die today

Of course its not

But i feel like so much emptiness, dissapointment and coming to terms with how ok ill just be okay dissapointment now. Like i have given up

Like there’s not much else. Of course, realistically that is not true, but for now at least i dont see much else.

This sucks. Lol

I’ll get back tmr.